Insanityblade

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Yours by Insanityblade, literature

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Yours

I wish Just for a day That we could trade minds That you could feel and see What I do And that I could do the same Because I know you're trying I'm trying too But we don't fully understand It brings us pain We cry and scream We fight We know nothing of love in those moments And then we do nothing but break And in silence, there is no sound Only us. And our hearts And the lead in my bones.

My Angel by Insanityblade, literature

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My Angel

Holding you close, those big brown eyes staring up at me, more iris and pupil than anything else, softest blond hair, I know you depend on me, and I love you unconditionally. Expressive, and with such personality I'm not quite sure what to do with you, teach and care, that's all I can do. Hold you close at night; keep you safe, even when you hardly let me sleep, kisses and hugs, your eagerness when you see me, everything just melts my heart more. Sometimes, it's so easy to forget you're not human. Sometimes, you're so much more than a puppy, but Buffy, I suppose that's just the mother in me.

Silence in Screams by Insanityblade, literature

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Silence in Screams

I thought I needed you But I'm learning To cope. I thought I wanted you But now I'm Not sure. I knew I could move On and survive Without you. I knew It would be One of the Hardest things. I wanted To love you With my Life. I did. I wanted To free you From your chains But failed. I was Lost within you But these days I'm free. I was Desperate to be Claimed so completely By you. I live Day to Day With your memory' Without pain. I live For my own Desperate, heavy desires. Not yours. You though. You could help Break my chains. You did. You thought I would let you Break me again. I won't. You knew I

If Only Once by Insanityblade, literature

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If Only Once

Reality Something I never understood Didn't want to Rather live in dreams Until you appeared Dreams Became so very simple Reality so grand Wishing for one moment Just for you Fiction Was once my passion Now grows dim In this waking moment I long for Unattainable A word I detest I'm so shy Can't explain how much I want you Longing For love and acceptance Just like you Refuse to offer, Afraid You would decline Delusions Of you and I Flood my sleep And I feel you As I wake Crazy To ever think that I could have A chance at all To love you Hope That maybe someday soon You might just Let me try anyway If only

Moretta by Insanityblade, literature

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Moretta

Moretta Rayne O'Connor was not your ordinary young woman. Everything in her life would lead you to believe the girl should be happy, beautiful, with very successful parents, a creative mind, everything one could ever hope for, it seemed. Somehow, however, Moretta was plagued. Standing before her mirror, she let her mind wander. Within her eyes, there was certainly some sort of secret knowledge, something she couldn't find within herself, no matter how hard she tried. It was like her dreams, the phantasms that haunted her every time she closed her eyes. How she longed to recall more than fragments of the visions, but the majority of the time,

Precious Connection by Insanityblade, literature

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Precious Connection

Connection Without you I am lost Contact with friends ends I am alone Metallic and reflective Cool in my hand you sit Waiting to be used When you will burn hot Obnoxious Other people call your sound It startles them Causes them alarm Constant companion Never without you am I I fear your death Never shutting you off Longing You give me voices They lull and sooth Coat me in their warmth My precious What would I do without you? I don't want to know My precious phone.

My Mirror by Insanityblade, literature

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My Mirror

Gaze up.. Stare into eyes that are so different. You can see they know. They are the same. I talk for hours upon end, to a mirror. It is not made of glass, nor water, but made of flesh. This mirror does not reflect my appearance, but my soul. It is not a perfect mirror. There is more wisdom looking back at me, though I hold more than my fair share for my age. There is more experience, but still, we are the same. For hours, I converse with this mirror, having no qualms about spilling my very soul to the soul on the other end of the line. The call started out so frivolous, and yet, the more words are spoken, the more the bond builds, and t

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My Mirror

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Dec 26
United States
Deviant for 16 years
She / Her

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My Bio

I draw, I write, I have strange interests, and am a bit of a fanatic. I'm a bit insane, but aren't we all?

Current Residence: Middle of Hicktown, Texas ((No, I'm not hick, this place is Hell on earth))
Favourite genre of music: well, anything but Pop and Rap
Favourite photographer: n/a
Favourite style of art: ...many
Operating System: Windows
MP3 player of choice: The one I have
Shell of choice: O_O
Wallpaper of choice: hmm...
Skin of choice: *thinks*
Favourite cartoon character: ...Dib
Personal Quote: "I may not bleed outwardly, but have you seen my heart and all the holes?"

Favourite Visual Artist

Jhonen Vasquez

Favourite Movies

hmm, too many

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

none, too many

Favourite Writers

many

Favourite Games

several, Final Fantasy Series is good

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2

Tools of the Trade

pencil, charcoals, colored pencils, oil pastels, many more

Other Interests

I have a lot, so ask

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Insanityblade

Jul 14, 2010

Hey! READ ME!

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WHAT!? PROMOTING!? THIS IS MADNESS! No. This is my blog, and I will promote what I choose. Today, I choose to promote my friend Evan. Evan has a band, Krimson Enigma. They're kinda in their "Garage" phase still, along with the fact that I think the only current / permanent member at this time is him. Now, that being said, he's doing a contest. The whole premise of the contest is that they were given fairly raw stems of new Linkin Park, from the upcoming Album, and told to do their own mix of it. Evan's.....let's just say it is epic win in a hand grenade thrown into your ear and exploding your mind. Now, if he wins, his version will be feat

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Insanityblade

Jul 9, 2010

IF YOU READ NOTHING ELSE I POST, READ THIS!

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So,  I started an offsite blog in 2009. Why didn't I say anything? Because I made one post, and then stopped using it, because as you can see with my dA journal, I'm not always the best with keeping up with crap. I'm picking this blog back up again, and I've done fairly well (ooooh, because two posts is sooooo good >.>)..... Anyway, the plan is simple: I'm actually going to use this blog. I can't tell you exactly what you'll find there, because I'm not sure myself, but I will tell you this: FICTION FRIDAYS I may have a normal update post on Friday's as well, depending on the events of my non-life, but every Friday, I will be writing some

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Insanityblade

Apr 1, 2010

WTF?! And Defining Me!

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Firstly: WTF, dA? O_O WHAT IS WITH THE RANDOM CULLEN!? Anyway, the reason I am here: taken from my myspace: 1. I am different. I am not your average, cookie cutter girl. I am not a Barbie. I am not a tiny, twig-girl, bleached blond. I am ME. 2. I am strange. I am FAR from what society would call normal, but that is my charm. 3. I am more than I seem. You will look at me, and you will judge my character based on that. I am more than I appear to be. I am an artist. I am a writer. I sing. Look up ShaztasticDib on YouTube...but be warned, they are not the best. I sound better in PERSON. I care more for my friends than I do for anyt

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raevynvelcros

Aug 19, 2012

Hi, I just noticed your message on my shoutbox, from the end of july...wow...you can tell I pay attention. Guess I gave up checking it because no one else ever wrote in it.